Get over it

I can't help, but just look at this screen the whole day.. hoping that she still cares. There's still his little ounce of hope that we would still work. I just want to feel special again. I just want to feel like out of every guy in the world that she only looked at me and wanted to be with me and me only. That moment that she told me what happened, I lost that feeling. I didn't feel special anymore. I didn't feel like I was the luckiest guy in the world anymore. I just felt average.