It was so much easier keeping focused on sea term. Away from social media and all the distractions of everyday life. I was so much more productive and I was slowly becoming at peace with myself, but I feel like I could have used a few more months of that. Despite the fact that I shared a hold with 40 other people, I felt more isolated and able to do what was needed. Tolerance was a necessary trait because there was nowhere else to go. The more that there is to do leads to less being done. The effort used to separate what interests are necessary and which aren't takes away from my effort of actually completing a task and once again that compulsive mentality where I want to do everything at once takes over.